I just realized that there is a little 1 on the upper left of my blog... what is with that shit? Is it a spy or something? Or maybe it is the key to another dimension, OR maybe it is just a number... who knows, this world is full of mystery and none of it is worth finding out.

okay fuck that dead blog shit, i need a place to sound off and this is the perfect place. Blog resurrected after 8 hours of being dead, suck on that bizzos!

I'm taking a break from my blog. There won't be any more updates for a while... Why? It's just not fun anymore and I have nothing to say. Hope you enjoyed reading my blog... keep checking back, maybe I'll put something in it in a week or so. Some final lyrics for my final post. The lyrics are from a song from the 80's... hehe... my brother and I both agreed that this song rocks, and this is also the song that I sang karaoke at my prom...

Aha: Take On Me

Talking away
I don't know what
I'm to say I'll say it anyway
Today's another day to find you
Shying away
I'll be coming for your love, OK

Take on me (Take on me)
Take me on (Take on me)
I'll be gone
In a day or two

So needless to say
Odds and ends
But I'll be stumbling away
Slowly learning that life is OK
Say after me
Is it better to be safe than sorry?

Take on me (Take on me)
Take me on (Take on me)
I'll be gone
In a day or two

Oh - things that you say
Is it live or
Just to play my worries away
You're all the things I've got to remember
You're shying away
I'll be coming for you anyway

Take on me

Adios for now..

Tonight was a fun night. Around 7:00 we were visited by old friends of the family. I haven't seen them in about 8 years it was crazy!! Yvonne looked the exact same (well, I had seen her last year when she visited my moms new house), but Joey and Amanda... wow they look very different...

Joey, the once energetic, talkative, never-shuts-up Joey now only speaks when spoken to. He has turned into a very shy guy and the way he speaks... its just so peaceful... if anyone I know has found their nirvana, it is definitely him. His nirvana is living out of his van with his dog travelling all across Arizona doing odd jobs... crazy stuff but he loves it. I can only aspire to be as happy as him when my college career is over.

Amanda... the little girl that I sometimes took care of has grown into a beautiful young woman who is now in her sophomore year of highschool and keeping up with soccer!! Apparently she is quite the player, which is amazing considering we thought she would never walk again after that horrible accident on Valentines Day 10 years ago. She is also very quiet and doesn't speak much. She has the same quiet voice as ever and the same amazing smile.

What did we do? We just talked for about 2 hours. I said about 3 things, I felt like such a loser... I noticed I have begun to revert back to my shy stage that I was in about 4 years ago. Theres really no reason for my reversion, I guess I have just run out of things to say... So I now have 2 new years resolutions... one is to talk more and participate in conversations with my fellow human beings... and the other one, well... that one is a secret.

All in all it was a good day. It was great to see old friends and catch up.

What I Got For Christmas (as requested by Ashley):

Money, about $300, no idea what I want to buy.
Clothes, 3 pairs of pants and a coolio sweat shirt thing.
Suikoden III video game (no playstation to play it though).
Samsung Digimax 350s Digital Camera (sweet, time for nekkid pictures!).
Dispatches From the Tenth Circle by The Onion (a satyrical newspaper, completes the set!).
$20 gift card to The Wherehouse.

Now for the stocking stuffers:
Hershey kiss candy cane, has about 20 hershey kisses in it, mmmm.
tons of Pez (meh... pez is okay).
listerine tongue cooling thingies, you know, those thin peices of minty paper.
One of those parachute guys that you throw and it floats down.
a cool frisby shooter thing, shoots a small frisby.
a puzzle dinosaur, its pretty tough to build it.
a wind up duck thing... you wind it up and its legs freak out and it runs around in circles, fun stuff.
and tons more candy!

Merry Christmas indeed!

The time just struck 12, so it is now officially Christmas day and I can officially say MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

All I want for Christmas is you.

Tomorrow is Christmas, which makes this Christmas Eve. I will take this moment to wish everyone a merry Christmas and I hope that you all get what you want.

It appears I have lost ALL of my important phone numbers. Blah I just gotta find the book that has them all so I can call some people up and DO SOMETHING!! I'm soooo tired of just sitting at home night after night... well I probably won't do anything tomorrow night, I'm sure my mom will want to go see Christmas lights or something and then its CHRISTMAS! YAY!! Boy I am bored, i just wish something would come along and entertain me... I also wish my playstation 2 didn't get stolen, then i would be playing that instead of being BORED. GAH, I almost want to be back at school... almost...

I have decided. I would definitely have sex with Amelie and it would be goooooooooood! She would actually be excited by it because I would do tons of little things... and we all know how she loves the little pleasures in life ;-) Not that I'm saying I have a small penis... wait... yeah I don't... I'm bigger than Jesus!!#@! jkehgfrjkaarjwa afsgs w YES I'M AWESOME!

Whats the plan for tonight? Nothing probably hehe. I might watch Amelie (YES I got the DVD for my birthday from my sister) or I might just chat with Matt a bit. Lazy, lazy day. Tomorrow I'm probably going to call David up and go bowling with him, Roger, and Ron! Also I'm gonna make SUGAR COOKIES and decorate them with Christmas stuff. Fun fun fun.

For some reason I just thought of an odd question someone asked me a few days ago... it was "Am I alluring?"

well ladies... am I?

and about my earlier post about LotR, it is all made up and none of that stuff really happened (except for me wanting to beat the crap out of the little girl) and if you read it and believed it that means you haven't read the books you FAKER!!!@! im out for sleepy time now.