Well holy sweet jesus, I just got some of my grades back (2 out of 5 of my classes) and all I can say is that I fucking suck at school. Jesus, I lack the willpower to do any work and that's why I get shitty grades, there is just no motivation for me to do the work other than the future, which I really don't care all that much about... But I am disputing one of my grades with the professor, I don't see my final exam OR my final presentation grades anywhere, so he might not have calculated them into the final score... who knows.

Anyway, bottom line, if I continue like this I won't be going to USC anymore, hurrah...

I can do it though, I am a smart guy, I'm just going to have to cut some of the extraneous things out of my life, or just learn how to manage them better and to focus more on school work.