What happens when you find out your bitch has been cheating on you? This

In a few weeks...

A year has passed and now we stand on the brink of returning to a world where we are surrounded by the paradox of everything and nothing being the same. In a few weeks we will reluctantly give our hugs and, fighting the tears, say goodbye to the people who were once just names on a sheet of paper to return to people that we hugged and fought tears to say goodbye to before we ever left. We will leave our best friends to return to our best friends. We will go back to places we came from and go back to the same things we did last summer and every summer before. We will come into town on that same familiar road, and even thought it has been months, it will seem like only yesterday.

As you walk into your old bedroom, every emotion will pass through you as you reflect on the way your life has changed and the person you have become. You suddenly realize that the things that were most important to you a year ago don't seem to matter so much anymore, and the things you hold highest now, no one at home will completely understand. Who will you call first? Where are you going to work? Who will be at the party Saturday night? What has everyone been up to? Who from school will you keep in touch with? How long before you actually start missing people barging in without calling or knocking? Who will get breadsticks with you at three in the morning? How long until you adjust to sleeping in a room by yourself, or how long before you realize your three best friends aren't in the bed next to your room?

Then you realize how much things have changed, you realize the hardest part of college is balancing the two completely different worlds you now live in, trying desperately to hold on to everything, all the while trying to figure out what you have to leave behind. In the matter of one day's traveling time, we will leave our world of living next door to our best friends, walking across campus to eat, instant messenger, 8:00 classes, and perpetual procrastination to a world that will seem foreign to us despite the fact that we have lived in it for nineteen years.

But it is different now... We now know the meaning of true friendship. We know whom we have kept in touch with over the past year and whom we hold dearest to our hearts. We've left our high school worlds to deal with the real world. We have had our hearts broken, we've fallen in love, we've helped our best friends through the toughest times of their lives, something even their best friends at home couldn't have been there for. We've stayed up all night just to be there for a friend. We've partied the night away, doing stupid stuff, but we were always there for each other afterwards. There have been times when we've felt so helpless, being hours away from home when we know our families or friends needed us most, and there are times when we know we have made a difference.

A few weeks from now we will leave. A few weeks from now we take down our pictures, and pack up our clothes. No more going next door to do nothing for hours on end. We will leave our friends whose random emails and phone calls will bring us to laughter and tears this summer. We will take our memories and dreams and put them away for now, saving them for our return to this world.

A few weeks from now we will arrive. A few weeks from now from now we will unpack our bags and have dinner with our families. We will drive over to our best friend's house and do nothing for hours on end. We will return to the same friends whose random emails and phone calls have brought us laughter and tears over the past year. We will unpack old memories and dreams that have been put away for the past year.

A few weeks from now we will dig deep inside to find the strength and conviction to adjust, to change and still keep each other close. And somehow, in someway, we will find our place between these two worlds.

In a few weeks.... are you ready?

Poll of the day:

Would you have sex in a ferris wheel? Why or why not?

I would like everyones input on this... all one of you. :-D

YES! This craphole of a day is finally over!

Day = over
Essay = it's ass got kicked by me
Sleep = really soon
Me = happy now

AND there's a new funnay word of the day, haven't had one of those in a while
Today's Funnay Word of the Day: Spoob

It's a very complex word and you'll probably never guess what it is comprised of...

Schedule for next semester has been MADE and I've already REGISTERED! Hurray.
Classes I'm taking: MATH 225 - Linear Algebra and Linear Differential Equations
PHYS 152 - Fundamentals of Physics II - Electricity and Magnetism
CompSci (CSCI) 102 - Data Structures and C++
Arts and Letters (ARLT) 101 - Existentialism, Death and Meaninglessness

and my schedule is as follows:
Monday: MATH 10-11 ARLT 11-12 PHYS 12-2
Tuesday: MATH 8-9 CSCI 12:30-2
Wednesday: MATH 10-11 ARLT 11-12 PHYS 12-2 PHYS (again) 2-5
Thursday: MATH 8-9 ARLT 11-12 CSCI 12:30-2 PHYS (again) 5-6:30
Friday: MATH 10-11 ARLT 11-12 PHYS 12-2

yippy skippy...

Daniel: Rosie called us weird
Megan: haha
Megan: i know
Daniel: how does that make you feel?
Megan: wet
Daniel: .....
Daniel: wow

"Some days wouldn't be special, if it wasn't for rain
Joy wouldn't feel so good, if it wasn't for pain
Death's gotta be easy, because life is hard"