Well holy sweet jesus, I just got some of my grades back (2 out of 5 of my classes) and all I can say is that I fucking suck at school. Jesus, I lack the willpower to do any work and that's why I get shitty grades, there is just no motivation for me to do the work other than the future, which I really don't care all that much about... But I am disputing one of my grades with the professor, I don't see my final exam OR my final presentation grades anywhere, so he might not have calculated them into the final score... who knows.

Anyway, bottom line, if I continue like this I won't be going to USC anymore, hurrah...

I can do it though, I am a smart guy, I'm just going to have to cut some of the extraneous things out of my life, or just learn how to manage them better and to focus more on school work.

I feel like making a post but I don't want to do anything incredibly long, so I'll sum my feelings up in list format:

Great night tonight, definitely a great way to end my freshman year.
Matrix: Reloaded is a good movie, you should all go see it.
Despite all the bad moments this year, the good ones far outweigh the bad ones, I wouldn't take back anything I've said or done if I had the chance.
I will miss all of my new friends, but we'll keep in touch right? Yeah, we better.
I really didn't learn all that much stuff academically this year, but I sure did learn a lot about myself.

thats about it for now. Everyone have a great summer, see you all in a few months.

One final left to go. Three days left till I'm home.