Time for an cryptic post that no one will understand, but I feel like making it anyway.

I feel strange right now, conflicted. Tonight I almost started believing it, but the opposite was reinforced (It always was reinforced before. I guess it had been a while since it was reinforced last).
Sure, it's not what I want, but it is a relief in it's own way. I don't have to wonder. But then again... nothing is planned and the future is not known. Anything can happen.
I'm still optimistic even though I probably shouldn't be haha

Holy craaaaaaaaaaap I'm engaged.

How did I go from being single one day to being engaged the next???
The world is a crazy place.

Edit: Whoa, I just opened my fortune cookie from earlier and it sa ys "You are in good hands." THAT HAS TO BE GOOD!

Removed some links/blogs from the link section to the left. If I removed your blog and you feel like it shouldn't have been removed, too bad. Either talk to me about it or post something in your blog bizzes.

OKAY, let's see, what's been happening lately... Here's a quick summary and then when you talk to me you can ask me to expand (although i won't expand on EVERYTHING)

Cook-off coming up.
Sex-off also coming after said cook-off.
Date (mentioned 2 posts back) went well. ;-)
Yardwork is a pain in the ass.
Sister was in the hospital a few days ago.
Writing a letter.

That's it, ask away!

Hey everyone, sorry about the lack of posts. I'll have one tomorrow, I promise.

YESSSS!!
I have a date with the MOST AWESOME girl EVER on Monday, at 8:00 at a place called Spirito's.
A nice Italian resaurant on the beach :-o

I can't wait!

Sorry about the lack of posts lately, but nothing has been happening. Here is a Summary of the past few days:

I went to the fair, just walked around a bit and did some stuff, but it was fun to hang out with my friends.
I've been doing a lot of yard work lately. Mowing, pulling weeds, raking, you know, general stuff. I think I sprained my ankle on the hill though. It hurts like hell just walking, I'll probably sleep on the couch tonight because it hurts too much to walk up the stairs.
I was supposed to see Terminator 3 tonight, my friends wanted me to go with them. We arrived too late and the show was sold out so I ended up staying at home, as usual.
I lost my shoes so I am now wearing my 4 year old green shoes that eveyone made fun of while I was in high school. I like the green shoes, people just aren't used to green shoes so they criticized them! I think they are cool. :-)

That's about it though. I'll have a better post when something actually happens.